Archive | June 2013

Do your kids trust you? (Reposted from October 29, 2012)

It is so very important that our children know without a doubt that we love them no matter how they look or what they do.  They need to be able to trust us enough to tell us how they feel in different situations, and even things that they might be ashamed to tell us.  Did you know that  an estimated 1 in 4 girls and 1 in 6 boys will be sexually victimized before their 18th birthday?  Only 1 in 10 will ever tell anyone about the abuse they endured.  Why is that?

I don’t claim to know all the answers but I can tell you why I didn’t tell anyone about my own abuse until recently.  The subject of sex was embarrassing and “taboo” when I was growing up.  It wasn’t something our family talked about except for statements like, “don’t even hold hands with a boy because…I was a boy once and I know!”  or “don’t ever let a boy be fresh.”   I don’t blame them for the way they taught me -my parents were probably taught the same way when they were growing up!  Unfortunately though,  when sexual abuse occurred, instead of getting help, the victims in our family felt shame and guilt, as if it were their own fault that they were abused.  And because they didn’t talk about it and find the help they needed, the guilt carried on and caused low self esteem and many other emotional issues.

This guilt and shame will never end without a deep faith in Jesus Christ and His forgiveness.  The abuse will continue to cycle through the generations without alot of prayer and communication.  My husband and I are determined to stop that cycle of abuse and pain in our own family through the blood of Jesus.  He and I attended a marriage class a year ago in which I acknowledged the abuse I endured and had hidden deep in my heart.  It was very difficult to express my experiences to him, and to pray for each person involved, but it was very freeing to be able to forgive them as well.  I don’t have to be held captive by the feelings of guilt and negative thoughts that Satan tried to use against me for practically my whole life.  Jesus’ blood covered it all when He died for me (and every person ever born) on the cross.  He rose again, defeating death once and for all, and is preparing a place for us to be with him for eternity where there will be no more abuse, pain, sorrow, guilt, shame, or sadness.

We determined when our children were little that we would talk to them about their bodies.  We were a little paranoid, probably, but Scott having had an abundance of freedom as a child, and I hiding past abuse, wanted to make sure our kids were safe.  I had a dream when our daughter was only 3 that, I believe, was inspired by God because when I woke up at 5am, an entire manuscript was in my head and I frantically wrote it out as fast as I could before it disappeared.   That manuscript (at the time we called “Who is a Stranger”) became a tool we used to talk to our children about how special and important they are to us, as well as to be aware of strangers and keeping their bodies private.   I made a copy for each of our kids and we all cut and pasted magazine clippings and colored and talked.  The mistake I made was trying to fit too much information in all at once, and they soon didn’t want to look at their books anymore.   The good thing, though, is that the door had been opened for communication.  Even at ages 11, 16 and 17 1/2 our kids continue to talk to us.  The best talks are when we have one-on-one time AWAY from home, even if it’s just sitting in the car outside Dairy Queen with our treats so we can communicate without interruptions.

As time went on, Scott helped me edit the book, change the name to “Who Should I Trust?”, and we attempted to find agents and/or publishers.  The first agent we contacted turned out to be a fraud who ended up in jail!  After that we received rejections or no reply at all.  It was my nature to feel discouraged, but now I believe that it was not the right time yet.  I think that God had a lot more work to do in me before He could use my negative experiences to be a blessing to others.

So, here we are approximately 9 years later and “Who Should I Trust?” is actually on the market, available to anyone practically anywhere.  It’s really almost unbelievable how quickly it all seemed to come together just these past 3 months.  Xulon zipped through the editing, designing the front and back cover and whooshed it to the printer, and voila!!  Here it is!    We are excited to see our book in print and pray that it is a blessing to help parents and children to grow deeper bonds with each other, to help prevent children from being abused or abducted, and even to comfort and give hope to people who have been abused.  On top of that, we have promised Christian Family Services 50% of the profits from the sales of this book.  These funds will help Christian families to adopt newborn babies who may otherwise be aborted or put into foster care.   Lord willing, we will be one of those families soon!

I hope you were blessed by reading this blog, and that you will pass that blessing on to others who may need it.  You can find “Who Should I Trust?” on Amazon, Xulon Press, Barnes & Noble, Google, and our website: here.

God be with you!

Jeanie King

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About Us

There is an epidemic of children being abused today.  It breaks our hearts to hear of the horrible things that so many children have and still are enduring.  Jesus’ heart hurts even more than ours when little children are hurt.  Read His own words below and please continue reading to see how we are working to prevent child sexual abuse and help survivors to heal.

Matthew 18:1-10   New Living Translation (NLT)

The Greatest in the Kingdom

18 About that time the disciples came to Jesus and asked, “Who is greatest in the Kingdom of Heaven?”

Jesus called a little child to him and put the child among them. Then he said, “I tell you the truth, unless you turn from your sins and become like little children, you will never get into the Kingdom of Heaven. So anyone who becomes as humble as this little child is the greatest in the Kingdom of Heaven.

“And anyone who welcomes a little child like this on my behalf[a] is welcoming me. But if you cause one of these little ones who trusts in me to fall into sin, it would be better for you to have a large millstone tied around your neck and be drowned in the depths of the sea.

“What sorrow awaits the world, because it tempts people to sin. Temptations are inevitable, but what sorrow awaits the person who does the tempting. So if your hand or foot causes you to sin, cut it off and throw it away. It’s better to enter eternal life with only one hand or one foot than to be thrown into eternal fire with both of your hands and feet. And if your eye causes you to sin, gouge it out and throw it away. It’s better to enter eternal life with only one eye than to have two eyes and be thrown into the fire of hell.[b]

10 “Beware that you don’t look down on any of these little ones. For I tell you that in heaven their angels are always in the presence of my heavenly Father.

Our Calling, in keeping with these verses,  is to raise awareness of the far-reaching negative effects of child sexual abuse.  In so doing we hope to significantly reduce the number of children who are abused and to give hope to victims – We believe that with the help of God we can be more than survivors; we are CONQUERORS that break the cycle of abuse, raising up children who are strong leaders of integrity, compassion and unconditional love to begin the cycle of healthy families.

Our Mission:

To share the love of Christ as we help prevent child sexual abuse and provide a safe, healing environment for the abused through:

  1. Education

-raising awareness of the epidemic of and damage caused by child sexual abuse

-providing free copies of Who Should I Trust? to parents/caregivers

-teaching “Stewards of Children”, a class developed by Darkness to Light, to individuals or organizations responsible for the care of children

 2.  Support

-praying for those abused and those affected by abuse

-Christian counseling, support-groups and meals

-providing a safe place at Sonset Gardens, our Headquarters, for children to play, parents to meet, and spend quality time together

 3. Events

-family fun days

-dinners

-fund raisers

If you or someone you know needs help, or if your heart is calling you to serve in this ministry through prayer, encouragement, fund raising, volunteering, or financial support, please contact us.